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Video Time 9 – Zhao Qing Jian

I didn’t wish to make the video time appear so soon but this video is really good!

Zhao Qing Jian of Beijing Wushu Team

Broke up my spear and eh….

Am I unlucky or too lucky? I broke 2 spear in 4 days. 1st is on Saturday’s Wufang training and the second is on today. The first one is my competition spear which I used for my Interschool and the second one is my competition spear which I am GOING to use for my National’s.

I didn’t bring my first spear home but it is just the spear head broke up which happen to me before in school but now it is my spear broke into half. The move is at the first section of my routine where I am suppose to “Tan Qiang” and it just broke….. slowly. I was doing 1 duan being looked “under” the head coach who shall not be named at that time and suddenly Coach Xue come running “after” me. The whole thing is quite funny. Well quite sad cause it is a new spear where its GOOD, the smoothness without even “shaving” is one of the best I ever have. The flexibility isn’t as good as my old spear but nevertheless I am quite happy with it! This is the picture of it….. I am going to get another one from Coach Xin Ru…. sigh….

Reminds me of Wudi’s

But not so powerful. Wudi is a Beijing Wushu professional athlete. I respect and admire him a lot. I even made a fan site for him.

Some crap for ya, Naruto’s TKZT Haha

Good bye. 🙂 Chinese Oral in 2 days time.

Some Beijing Wushu Team Picures

The old Beijing Wushu Team

Let us start with Zhang Ji Dong’s wife… Shan Ming ( The one on the extreme left)

Beijing Wushu Team’s Group Xuan Feng Jiao

Kong Xiangdong’s Drunken Sword

He Jingde’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Di Guang Wen’s 3 sections stuffs (Former Men’s All-Around Champion of China)

Di Guang Wen’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Ka Li ( Former Men’s All-Around Nan-Quan Champion of China)’s monkey stuffs

Zhuang Hui ( Dormer Women’s All-Around Champion of China)’s double sword

Jing Yi’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Jing Yi’s Wai Bai Lian

Jing Yi’s Wai Bai Lian

Butterfly Kick

Video Time 6- Wushu Demo

Video Time 6… finally after so long. I am not sure if it is competition or demo but I am sure it is during the 8th China Wushu Game (Maybe its ACG). Anyway , please enjoy.

They are back…

They are finally back after so long. To be honest, I miss them. Wufang is VERY empty without them. When you walk in the MRT station, you will not be expecting Ren Zoe at the Cheers. When you walk along the path towards Wufang, you will not be expecting students playing basketball. Everything is totally different without them…

It feels so bad, cruel, ugly and worst painful to be lonely and loneliness SUCKS. I am the only child of my family. Lets face it, if you are not strong enough, there will be no friends beside you. If you are not strong, the coach will not appreciate you no matter how hard you try.

My parents will die one day, they married late and they are very old now. They may not be able to see me marry, they may not be able to see their grandson. If they are gone, I cannot imagine the pain I will have to undergo. I have already lost 2 persons who are 2nd closet to me after my parents and give me strength in several occasions. They have only 1 son too and I can really see the pain of him when his mother died. He may be a grown up earning a lot of money but I believe his sadness will never go away. He is lonely too, I know.

It is very stressful….. I cannot afford to lose in studies, wushu and everything I have. I tried to put on that smile everytime even when I am sadden by situtaion. I mustn’t let anyone even people who I don’t know worry me, think I am weak, think that I am not strong enough. I have to fight to win for everything to make them happy.

Sometimes, you have an opinion yet you don’t dare to voice out, why? I am forced to agree with people’s decisions and live with it or rather it is my own decision to live with it. If you don’t live with their decision sometimes, you may be seen as a weak person.

I have no siblings to talk your heart with.  I am all alone, lonely all the while since I am young. What are forever friendship? Are there even such things? At primary school when I was young, me and my ‘best’ friend vowed that we will never leave each other as friends and for that reason I treat him as my brother, my everything, I tell him all the things I know. Because I have no siblings, I really take him as my brother. Yet he betrayed me on that very day…. that fateful day. I never trust eternal friendship anymore.  Anyway ever since we started out own respective secondary school life, we never talk to each other again. When we met each other, we will just walk different way.

Now at Secondary school, I met with another guy who knows me pretty well or rather, he knows my everything since Secondary 2 as well.. is there such things as eternal friendship? Haha, lets wait and see. The person who I am referring to will know who I am referring to, i guess.

So what has Wufang do with this? Because I felt that loneliness that I feared the last week. I can always follow them to Beijing if I want, but I have to take care of my parents and my “o” levels are coming. It is not worth losing that o level battle, for the time being. My parents are not on good terms for the last 6 months already though I know they will never devoice (spelling mistake?) but it hurts me seeing my house turning to what it is now. ( In case any misunderstanding here, they do talk a lot to each other but I can see that they are not on good terms. )

Today, 2 persons passed me something to me that they bought from Beijing, I am really touched… someone cares about me and thinks for me. I know my parents does that but the feeling is different. I don’t think they will ever see this but I really thank them. When *he* told me that *he* is going to get me a gift passing to someone there who will pass to me, I am also very happy as well and that feeling is just weird, simply put happy….although I never received it.

Why has it to be like this, why am I the only child…….why…. I don’t want to lose everything just on 1 night which “he” did when he lose his mother and I really don’t want that night to come… I will be alone….. alone to face it and is there eternal friendship?