- Leaders must be firm!
- Leaders must not to be affected by emotions to make your decisions.
- I will not allow my family and friends to be bullied.

Also, to leave you guys with,

Recently someone’s mother whom i know passed away, i wanted to attend the wake yet I cant due to family belief of chinese 19 years old cannot go red/white event. ( Wedding - red / funeral - white ). So I have to ask someone else to give the “white silver” (Bai Jin). In fact, i had an heated arugment with my mum because of this getting me very pissed and upset.

Due to the death of his mother, I have been requested to take his classes cause he cant help to instruct. I tried my best to shift my schedule around already so I can help him, taking his classes. But I cant take his Monday afternoon class because of my commitement in school and I cant miss anymore lessons in school. I have already tried my best to help and assist. Just because I cant help on Monday afternoon class, i was called being “unloyal” to my brother. I was wondering what is wrong when I have already tried my best? The comment from him is a simple comment and totally mean no harm but sometimes I was thinking, whatever you have done for others can just be spoilt by just 1 “wrong” action of yours? I know it hurts when it lost a parent, in fact, i got very emotional because he lost his mum. Ask my classmate, I have been abnormal in school today. I even almost had an arugment because of that.

I cant accept a fact when someone lost their parents because I myself who is very very weak is very scare that the same thing will happen to me. I am weak, period. I am just learning how to accept life. I am scare i will lost my parents too. Maybe just because of my “wrong” action, if my parents passed away, no one will help me and the worse, i am alone. I don’t know.. I have this feeling. If my parents passed away, I am not gonna tell anyone? I don’t know..

In sumamry, i am just thinking, just a wrong action of yours, can result in all the trust you have built to be gone?

She is someone who is not even blood related to me. My sister. I don’t know, but what i know now is that i cannot afford to lose someone who is close to me..Sometimes when I am feeling sad and down, she is one of the first person i can talk to without any barrier. Haiz, I am going to miss this sister of mine. The feeling isn’t good. She is going for 4-8 years.. I know we can still contact and talk to each other through skype, msn but the feeling seriously.. Awww really feel sucky

Wishing her all the best when she is in Aus.

Haiz… HAHA

I am gonna rewrite one of her guide for my school’s bootcamp. Hope to get it done when I am free next week ( After Monday ). I never knew that program was so cool.

Going to teach wushu tomorrow morning!

I want to do some bits of ENCM later at night! So excited about the Windows 7 development workshop tmr at SMU.

Busy Busy… I am starting to enjoy this!

I am also excited about upcoming stuffs! Woohoo!

p.s: After having a long talk this morning, i guess sometimes it was really misunderstanding uncleared which in result causes more misunderstanding. Was glad I had the chance to clear up some stuffs. Oh yea, i pretty had a good sleep last night.. Its been so long since I had one.