My good sister who will be there for me when I needed her, she have taught me and show me alot of things about life.

We even went together to Thailand and present at the 7th APAC Regional Innovative Educations Forum and Education Leaders Forum! She helped me alot along the way!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENA!

Lena Chang

Our "Zi Lian" photos

P.S: Lena’s birthday is very special this year, 11 Nov(11) 2011, hence I decided to post this during 11:11am!

By the way, il-lido has awesome Italian food!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENA!

It was drizzling on the actual day itself ( Not sure if it was cat 1 ) but we pressed out and gave an awesome “performance” to our parents and relatives / friends. Drills were performed by some of the vocations for our parents in between the 2 march-ins we have. Our parents were invited to don our berets for us and put on the formation patch on our Smart 4. The moment was exhilarating for both us and parents! Our Air-Force commander was there to witness the event too! Thank you!

Hope all of you are doing fine! =)

Due to my knee injury which happened 2 years ago ( ACL injury | Recovery process of my ACL ), I am in PES C2L2 ( What is C2L2? | What is PES? ). My training in P.Tekong is much easier than the rest ( comparing to PES A/B intake ) and we are given a good basic military training. Training us to be soldiers, defenders of our country, protectors of our land.

I made a bunch of awesome brothers there. I will never forget them even though we are only together for 1 month. I had a 19 days confinement in there and we undergo training, stress, field camp and lots of different experiences one can ever imagine in there together. Helping one another to ensure we complete our respective task as a team. The feeling is really awesome. We were both mentally and physically trained.

I have very good platoon commander, platoon sergeant and section commander whom are very understanding to our needs while ensuring they made us into “man”. Thank you.

I have left P.Tekong Leopard company on 2nd September 2011 and is going embark on a whole new experience in AFTC. In 5 weeks’ time, I would have completed my BMT.

To all my awesome brothers in Leopard Company ’03/11, all the best to your training in respective locations. We will meet again.

Finally finished watching “Dong Yi”. I cant afford to spend my time on another drama.

All the best to those going Tianjin. Jaryl, Ren Zoe, Sean and the rest! Have fun and train hard!!

Leaving you with a song!

Recently someone’s mother whom i know passed away, i wanted to attend the wake yet I cant due to family belief of chinese 19 years old cannot go red/white event. ( Wedding – red / funeral – white ). So I have to ask someone else to give the “white silver” (Bai Jin). In fact, i had an heated arugment with my mum because of this getting me very pissed and upset.

Due to the death of his mother, I have been requested to take his classes cause he cant help to instruct. I tried my best to shift my schedule around already so I can help him, taking his classes. But I cant take his Monday afternoon class because of my commitement in school and I cant miss anymore lessons in school. I have already tried my best to help and assist. Just because I cant help on Monday afternoon class, i was called being “unloyal” to my brother. I was wondering what is wrong when I have already tried my best? The comment from him is a simple comment and totally mean no harm but sometimes I was thinking, whatever you have done for others can just be spoilt by just 1 “wrong” action of yours? I know it hurts when it lost a parent, in fact, i got very emotional because he lost his mum. Ask my classmate, I have been abnormal in school today. I even almost had an arugment because of that.

I cant accept a fact when someone lost their parents because I myself who is very very weak is very scare that the same thing will happen to me. I am weak, period. I am just learning how to accept life. I am scare i will lost my parents too. Maybe just because of my “wrong” action, if my parents passed away, no one will help me and the worse, i am alone. I don’t know.. I have this feeling. If my parents passed away, I am not gonna tell anyone? I don’t know..

In sumamry, i am just thinking, just a wrong action of yours, can result in all the trust you have built to be gone?

She is someone who is not even blood related to me. My sister. I don’t know, but what i know now is that i cannot afford to lose someone who is close to me..Sometimes when I am feeling sad and down, she is one of the first person i can talk to without any barrier. Haiz, I am going to miss this sister of mine. The feeling isn’t good. She is going for 4-8 years.. I know we can still contact and talk to each other through skype, msn but the feeling seriously.. Awww really feel sucky

Wishing her all the best when she is in Aus.

Haiz… HAHA

p.s: After having a long talk this morning, i guess sometimes it was really misunderstanding uncleared which in result causes more misunderstanding. Was glad I had the chance to clear up some stuffs. Oh yea, i pretty had a good sleep last night.. Its been so long since I had one.