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7th National Wushu Demo

National Wushu Competition

In just 2 days, there are two things that I discovered that I have been doing wrong all the while. Not about wushu but life. Thanks to Yao De and Jaryl. Whatever they said are actually very very important, it doesn’t affect others’ view on me but rather me, myself alone.

Sometime, one might not even know what words they say can impact on one’s view so much. What both of them said are just a causal remarks yet, the effect is so extreme.  I doubt they will even see this, haha but Kudos to them.

The old Beijing Wushu Team

Let us start with Zhang Ji Dong’s wife… Shan Ming ( The one on the extreme left)

Beijing Wushu Team’s Group Xuan Feng Jiao

Kong Xiangdong’s Drunken Sword

He Jingde’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Di Guang Wen’s 3 sections stuffs (Former Men’s All-Around Champion of China)

Di Guang Wen’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Ka Li ( Former Men’s All-Around Nan-Quan Champion of China)’s monkey stuffs

Zhuang Hui ( Dormer Women’s All-Around Champion of China)’s double sword

Jing Yi’s Xuan Feng Jiao

Jing Yi’s Wai Bai Lian

Jing Yi’s Wai Bai Lian

Butterfly Kick

I am in a very difficult position. The school and wufang both register me for National Competition and now I have to choose to withraw from 1 place……. dear……

*He* wants to represent school because of some incident and Benjamin will represent school because its his last year so the 2 slots are taken. I am not sure. At first I don’t want to compete at all and when I decide to compete both register me at the same time.

ARR

They are finally back after so long. To be honest, I miss them. Wufang is VERY empty without them. When you walk in the MRT station, you will not be expecting Ren Zoe at the Cheers. When you walk along the path towards Wufang, you will not be expecting students playing basketball. Everything is totally different without them…

It feels so bad, cruel, ugly and worst painful to be lonely and loneliness SUCKS. I am the only child of my family. Lets face it, if you are not strong enough, there will be no friends beside you. If you are not strong, the coach will not appreciate you no matter how hard you try.

My parents will die one day, they married late and they are very old now. They may not be able to see me marry, they may not be able to see their grandson. If they are gone, I cannot imagine the pain I will have to undergo. I have already lost 2 persons who are 2nd closet to me after my parents and give me strength in several occasions. They have only 1 son too and I can really see the pain of him when his mother died. He may be a grown up earning a lot of money but I believe his sadness will never go away. He is lonely too, I know.

It is very stressful….. I cannot afford to lose in studies, wushu and everything I have. I tried to put on that smile everytime even when I am sadden by situtaion. I mustn’t let anyone even people who I don’t know worry me, think I am weak, think that I am not strong enough. I have to fight to win for everything to make them happy.

Sometimes, you have an opinion yet you don’t dare to voice out, why? I am forced to agree with people’s decisions and live with it or rather it is my own decision to live with it. If you don’t live with their decision sometimes, you may be seen as a weak person.

I have no siblings to talk your heart with.  I am all alone, lonely all the while since I am young. What are forever friendship? Are there even such things? At primary school when I was young, me and my ‘best’ friend vowed that we will never leave each other as friends and for that reason I treat him as my brother, my everything, I tell him all the things I know. Because I have no siblings, I really take him as my brother. Yet he betrayed me on that very day…. that fateful day. I never trust eternal friendship anymore.  Anyway ever since we started out own respective secondary school life, we never talk to each other again. When we met each other, we will just walk different way.

Now at Secondary school, I met with another guy who knows me pretty well or rather, he knows my everything since Secondary 2 as well.. is there such things as eternal friendship? Haha, lets wait and see. The person who I am referring to will know who I am referring to, i guess.

So what has Wufang do with this? Because I felt that loneliness that I feared the last week. I can always follow them to Beijing if I want, but I have to take care of my parents and my “o” levels are coming. It is not worth losing that o level battle, for the time being. My parents are not on good terms for the last 6 months already though I know they will never devoice (spelling mistake?) but it hurts me seeing my house turning to what it is now. ( In case any misunderstanding here, they do talk a lot to each other but I can see that they are not on good terms. )

Today, 2 persons passed me something to me that they bought from Beijing, I am really touched… someone cares about me and thinks for me. I know my parents does that but the feeling is different. I don’t think they will ever see this but I really thank them. When *he* told me that *he* is going to get me a gift passing to someone there who will pass to me, I am also very happy as well and that feeling is just weird, simply put happy….although I never received it.

Why has it to be like this, why am I the only child…….why…. I don’t want to lose everything just on 1 night which “he” did when he lose his mother and I really don’t want that night to come… I will be alone….. alone to face it and is there eternal friendship?

In my previous post, I forget one of the events that happen during the week. The night we went out with MJC’s Wushu Team ( Dewu wushu one as well ) to eat at Marina Bay. I was still sick that day so I cannot eat much. I must avoid seafood and chicken as they will worsen my cough.

I met at Hong Wei’s house after my sleep that day and later went to Hougang MRT to take the train. ( Both of us were sick ) On the train, I was telling him that we need to get drinks from PS because drinks at Marina is expensive and we did so. We are not sure to “come out” from the NE line side or red line South so we went up at at red line side and apparently, it was wrong and we have to walk to PS from there. Eh.. As we walk there, a woman suddenly hold Hong Wei’s hand and say a bunch of things me and Hong Wei don’t understand ( it is English but she speaks too fast ) then she said “you one dollar and you ( pointing to me ) one dollar is enough” then I open my wallet find no one dollar so I told Hong Wei about it. Hong Wei just gave her 2 dollars and she gave Hong Wei a bookmark. On the way to PS, Hong Wei said. “This type for charity, never mind de lah, its only $2.”. When he said this, I suddenly got very interested in the bookmark and I read all of it and suddenly, I saw one line. ” This is not for charity “. I was like oh dear, haha. I gave Hong Wei and tell him to have a look. I was laughing about it. Later we bought a drink and take train to Marina Bay.

When we alight, we saw Timothy and we avoided him in an unusual way. Instead of avoiding him by taking the escalator, we took the lift. Haha, it was fun for that moment. Later we met up with Yi Liang and 2 other person and we went to eat. Took bus 27 and we were eating there. The food is nice but I cannot eat much.

Later we went to the Arcade and played. I lost in the first match of the car race. Second race is me, Yi Liang and Hong Wei playing. They were leading all the while ( I never got the chance to overtake them) then during the last 10 seconds, both of them crashed together and I took the lead. Haha I won that match. Anyay later we went back home. That night was fun.

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As I promise, some of my pokemons

Pikachu

Blastoise

Snorlax

Mew!

I will make a movie on how to catch Mew when I restart the game.

I am condensing what have been happening for the last 1 week into this pitiful post.

As I said in my previous blogpost, I was sick. In fact very sick. Yao De sms’ed me saying the Badminton which was supposed to be on 3rd June is cancelled because they did not managed to book the court or whatever thing, I forget. So I didn’t care about it anymore then suddenly on 2nd Jun, he sms’ed me saying the Badminton is on again. Oh dear, I am very sick that day and I know I cannot make it on 3rd June. I missed it. At least my badminton’s skill isn’t too bad. I know Bing Han, Coach Xin Ru, Jaryl, Yao De was there. I am not sure about the rest.

We had lessons from Monday to Friday on our second week on the holidays. It is from 8.30am in the morning to 3.30pm in the afternoon. As i was sick, the 5 days were like 5 months. Madam Tang has been very good to us by buying us sweets and stuffs for us to bite on during the lessons. Kudos to her. After 5 days in pain, I finally recovered on Saturday, not really recover but….

On Thursday, I went to Changi Airport to send the Wufang’s people off. I went there then I know a lot people are going to Beijing. Jaryl ( I already know actually ), Binghan, Coach Xin Ru, Ren Zoe, Brian, the 3 men of Saturday class ( I know them but don’t know their names ), the 3 brothers who always stare at me ( I know their name but cannot spell ), Wayne, Danielle ( Did I spell it right?), Messlia.

Me, Yao De and Gim Hong met up at 8.30pm at “Changi Control Station” ( In fact its MRT’s control station). I was there pretty earyl at T1 so i went around and saw Hao Ming at T2 with his parents at Burger King. Waited and walked around then GIm Hong and Yao De arrived at around 9.00pm. We later met up with Jaryl and Bing Han and wondered about and finally settle down at Burger King to eat. I helped them with the cutting of ribbons and finally they went to meet up with the rest of the Wufang’s students. The coach is giving out new wufang shirt that is in red for those going Beijing and ask us to assist. Me and Gim Hong got one for ourself and was told to put it on. So we did. Live them out and waited until all the teams are ready to check in. Coach Xin Ru’s group is the earliest followed by Bing Han’s then Jaryl’s and lastly Ling Jun ( Ar… actually they went in with Coach Xin Ru already. ) The checking in process is long and finally they went in at around 12.30am. Reached home that day at around 2.15am. I will certainly missed them during tomorrow’s training and I hope they will be back with new skills. It feels so bad that I am at Changi and cannot go with them. At that place, I also get to know Coach Xue’s uncle. ( Wu Gong something).

I got addicted to Naruto Shippuden after watching it, thanks for Jaryl. The show was so nice and I finished all 17 Episode within 3 days. I can’t wait for the 18th which will be released on the 21st of June. I finally know where the name Uchiha Itachi came from. Anyway they are bad. I admire Gaara but the title of the 17th is Gara’s Death. Will the Granny save him in the end? The Granny is also so cool. I want neither to die. For those who wants to watch, you can go to http://www.veoh.com

I was addicted to Pokemon Yellow lately. For those knows me well. You do know that I am finding them and finally I got hold to a computer version of this. I just watch Mew with a cheat. This is one of my screenshot of it. I will post more when I get the chance to.

Thanks for reading it. Good night.

After a lot people who I knew had fallen sick, its now my turn who is sick. It all started on Thursday night when my throat is a bit sore and the next day morning which is yesterday. I feel very sick but I still went to school. The 2 periods I have is all in Air-Con room and this is a nightmare. Me, Hong Wei and Benjamin then went to eat and I really have no energy to even finish eating it. I have a lot trouble even to walk back home with them.

When I reach home, I am really too weak and tired so I slept but I cannot even sleep well. My whole body is so hot and tired then I ‘woke up’ later without getting any sleep. I stayed in toilet for a while and I vomitted 4 tmes in there. I didn’t even manage to sleep well last night. The feeling is really bad…

I have no energy to type any further.. cya.

Coincidence, it might be that my ex-manager tag me before I decided to resign from Invisionfree Skinzone as a support staff. Now leaving Astheria to do the job.

I joined SZ on 30-January 05 looking to… do what, I am not sure. I still remember the time when I tried to “spam” to get 500 posts at that time. Posted some weird topics in GC ( You can see them in my history ). Haha. I was then elite’d on Sep 20 2005, roughly 8 months after I join due to the amount of effort I put in to the support forum. After just 3 months on Dec 25 2005, I received a pm from Aaron asking if I wish to be Support Staff on the forum. I am not sure if I should at that point of time. I even told MasterG that I may reject it. I am not sure what really happened but I decided to take on the challenge.

During my stay as support staff from Dec 25 2005 to Jun 01 2007 which is about 1 year and 6 months. I have seen the support forum grow and change. Although the system is still almost the same. Modification being taken down then later up. Skinning Install being moved to Ticket system.

But during my last 3 months of stay as a Support stay, I wasn’t much active anymore. It may be because the lost of dedication and trying to take the easy way out by avoiding problems I am facing right now. I actually had already decided to quit since then but because Andrew’s inactiveness. I decided to stay on to help catfriedrice and Nitrogenix. Andrew left, cfr resigned and Nitrogenix gone and now its me. I agree that we may not have the best combos that SZ Support ever had but we are doing our very best to assist users of Invisionfree. Well, lets stop these serious stuffs.

I was a noob last time, you can see it here

Oh… my referal topic not closed haha
Here

Done Reverse Interview 5 and 6 but it was lost in the process during the server crash.

Remember the first IF Scare Zone that Trav-Man made, glad that I can be part of it to assist him in the coming up of ideas ( though most part goes to him )

Lastly, all the best SZ.